I’m sitting here thinking of all the things I wanted to apologize to you for. All the pain we caused each other. Everything I put on you. Everything I needed you to be or needed you to say. I’m sorry for that. I’ll always love you because we grew up together. You helped make me who I am. I just wanted you to know, there will be a piece of you in me always. And I’m grateful for that. Whatever someone you become and wherever you are in the world, I’m sending you love. You’re my friend to the end.
Her (via kushandwizdom)
You’ve become so damaged that when someone tries to give you what you deserve, you have no fucking idea how to respond.
Reyna Biddy (via kushandwizdom)

Many nights I’ll be in pain many nights I won’t be able to stop

I’ve made so many mistakes. It’s now a lesson learnt for me. I’m going to do my best to make things better for us I promise. I know what I’ve done is the worst possible thing I could ever do to you and I didn’t do it intentionally to hurt but it just happened it wasn’t planned it was spoken about it just happened.

I’ll always love you with all my heart that will never ever change.

Wow who am I? Do you just really think I’m always going to be here for you when you need me the most? But when I need you the most you are no where to be found and that it’s always my fault.