Many nights I’ll be in pain many nights I won’t be able to stop

I’ve made so many mistakes. It’s now a lesson learnt for me. I’m going to do my best to make things better for us I promise. I know what I’ve done is the worst possible thing I could ever do to you and I didn’t do it intentionally to hurt but it just happened it wasn’t planned it was spoken about it just happened.

I’ll always love you with all my heart that will never ever change.

Wow who am I? Do you just really think I’m always going to be here for you when you need me the most? But when I need you the most you are no where to be found and that it’s always my fault.

Your holding a grudge on me because I didn’t appreciate you; did you even stop and think how many times you made me feel unwanted ?! Fuck you!

So here I am giving it a try to be friends with you even though I know it would be best to just not have any connections with you at all…